I’ve been so shy about fully expressing what we experienced at The Well this month for fear of who it might offend, who might be triggered, who might envious, who might be jealous, or who might feel compelled to compete.
Read MoreThere’s a difference between doing things for God, and doing things with God.
Read MoreThis self-induced defense mechanism of spiritual regression wreaks so much havoc on your life as you attempt to protect yourself from anxious thoughts or feelings, and try to assure yourself that you’re psychologically safe.
Read MoreI’ve been beating myself up over the last few weeks because I’m currently repeating a spiritual test that I’ve taken before.
Read MoreIt felt like I’d won the war, but lost the battle. The only way I can describe how I felt is like the ending of the movie 300. Although the Spartans won, nothing was ever the same because they all died on the battlefield.
Read MoreThis year, several experiences triggered memories and feelings held by the little girl in me that I thought the adult me had suppressed years ago.
Read MoreThis month, I had to take the same test a few times. And one day, within a matter of hours, I had to take the same test twice.
Read MoreThat day, the evolution of my ministry stopped being plans inside the Notepad app on my phone and became a reality.
Read MoreIn April, I began to feel a shift in my ministry. I noticed that I had begun to attract a different segment of women than I would normally attract.
Read MoreNo matter the instructions, the outcome remained the same: God spoke. I disobeyed. Satan won.
Read MoreIt was a much needed reality check that the teenage boy I’d fallen in love with was a distant memory. It was time for me to acknowledge, even mourn, who my husband and I were, to appreciate who we are becoming.
Read MoreAfter some time, the members began to recognize me as Marcus’ wife. However, no one really knew me because I remained cordial, but not engaging.
Read MoreDid I say enough? Did I do enough? Did I miss any warning signs? Where was my discernment? Did I miss opportunities to follow up or reach out? And why did God allow this to happen?
Read MoreDear Satan, you’ve tried to discourage me over the last week. You’ve tried to convince me to focus on my expectations. You’ve tried to distract me from what really matters most when it comes to ministry, but my “Yes” still stands.
Read MoreAlthough my fears were legitimate, I knew I couldn’t allow them to have more influence than the Spirit working through me.
Read MoreI’m not looking for a fight, I’m not running from one either.
Read MoreMy ministry isn’t easy, it’s controversial. It requires a willingness to be honest and transparent to identify and address errors and an ability to be vulnerable to seek deliverance and healing.
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